[Flash 10 is required to watch video]
i-is this real life…
I don’t even know how to feel after that..
farewell reality
I will always reblog this.
omg
What grades determine:
- Your ability to memorize mostly useless things
- Your ability to regurgitate information in the way others want you to
- Your ability to understand what adults want from you and give it to them
- Your tolerance for working on tasks you don’t find useful because others want you to do them or believe them to be helpful/socially acceptable
What grades do NOT determine:
- Your intelligence
- Your creativity
- Your emotional capabilities
- Your likeliness to succeed
- Whether you’re a good person
Dear,__________ (15 day challenge) [Day 1]
Dear Parents,
I love you both, Lord knows i do. You guys did the best you could to raise me and i greatly appreciate it. Now what really burns me up is that you could of done better. You need of let me make my own choices make my own. i dont know why you guys are so uptight about me doing me. You raised me right and im sure i can prove you right. Just let me.
I wished you guys didnt fight so much when i was growing up, but i know it wouldn’t of shaped me the way i am now. How passionate i am about helping people and sensitive to the needs of the ones who were abused and misused and neglected. I thank you for that and am in a weird way glad that all of what happened to me when it did. All things happen for a reason. I am glad that i went to christian school and yet it warped my sense of God and it took me all the way till i got to VFCC to refine God, to even get myself back to believe that God loves me for me regardless.
The one thing that i hate that did happen to me was you (mom being specific) overly critical of my weight and my looks. Looking back to when i was younger i wasnt at all that big. Yes i was tall and a lil chubby but what child isnt chubby? Well i feel like all that pressure manifested itself in an eating disorder. I’ve been battling this thing since i was 11 almost 12. I wasnt getting positive input and i took that into myself and it showed itself as such. Even now you guys both say things about my weight and yes i’ll never be thing but i keep striving for it. Im sorry for this deepness but it had to be said.
Im not blaming anyone im just letting the words express all that ive felt over the years.
thank you for listening and i love you both so much
-Jessica Renae.
